I can't live without...

These 2 people i can not imagine my life without. Gian Paula Serranilla and Katrina Veronica Raymundo. We grew up together. Known each other since grade 2. Bestfriends eversince, more than sisters now. No one can understand me better than these 2 people. They fill out the missing pieces of my life, they answer the questions unanswerable to me. We know each other so well that we finish each other's sentences. Often times we communicate non-verbally and understand what each one is trying to say. Unbelievable it is that its actually possible that one can create an extraordinary bond such as that. They are like machines that fixes me when i'm broken, i run to them to get myself fixed, and i come out whole again. fascinating is it?:) we don't get to see each other that much. But we have this certain bond that keeps us together. Like a long unbreakable string attached to each of us. One tug and we're all there. In one place. Our hearts.:)

Vanity..

It don't have to change..

Things change as we grow older... Feelings, emotions, everything about us. But there are certain things that can never be forgotten nor change. Like how we feel about someone. Maybe for others its easy to just move on and let go. As for me, its a little harder. deattaching yourself from someone who has been a part of your life for years? areyoukiddinme?!?! ofcourse its hard. But I am so trying. And so far I have. i feel like a garter. Running away from something as far as i can, and when i thought i'm far enough, a little tug from the other end and there i go flying back to where i started to run..and then i wake up.. back to reality.. the person isn't there anymore.. just me..trapped in my thoughts..and yes, feelings i used to have..still have.

Oh do you remember (ooh)
When the family was everything? (ooh)
Oh do you remember? (ooh)
It was so long ago and so much has changed (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
Wanna go back to those simple days (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
But now we've grown and gone our separate ways

(aah)
Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Do you remember (ooh)
Back at Grannie's house on Christmas Day? (ooh)
Help me sing...
Do you remember (ooh)
How we'd gather 'round and sing all day? (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
To playing basketball and football games
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
To yesterday but it's not the same

Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
So I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Dreams come true...

I am happy... Blessed to have a wonderful life. Beautiful family. Loving friends. Great people i work with. At 21 i can say most of my dreams came true. Even the ones i never dreamt of having. I am more than blessed and thankful. i have been getting all the wonderful things in life. Never did i imagine that my life would be like this. i had simple dreams, graduate from college which I will be focusing on soon. Be a doctor. A pediatrician to be exact, a cheerleader when i hit college. These things i wished to happen never did, obviously I am not a doctor.;p I was never a cheerleader. But I am the person i am destined to be. I super love my work. Its my passion.:) And I will continue to do my best as long as God wills me so. A beautiful life it is. Though i know it will never be perfect, but its more than enough to be really grateful for. i couldn't ask for more. ;)

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?