Rockin' Around the Christmas Tree!!

Freshly cut tree!!! hhmm..:)

it smells like christmas in our home!!!:)

Happy Holidays people!!

xoxo.;p

living the american life..:)

Hey guys!!! Its been a while since I wrote something here..:) anyway, I'm just in for a few updates.. medyo sinisipag akong mag blog today.
I've been here for 3 months now, the longest stay ever. Its getting cold and chilly na..:) and i miss the manila heat!!:( my family's coming in a few days and I can't wait!!! we'll be spending the holidays together!! woohoo!!!:)

Anyway, i just wanna share my experiences in the 3 months that I have been living here. I am now officially DOMESTICATED!!
I've learned how to:
-clean the house
-sweep/mop the floors
-COOK!! (kung hindi magugutom kami ni Nathan..;p)
-do the laundry
-do the groceries
-wash the dishes
-clean the bathroom
-fix the dinner table
-COOK RICE!!!

lahat lahat na..:) so I am officially domesticated!!!:)
Being here taught me alot of things.. now I am fit and ready to be a mom.:)
and I can't wait!!!:)


I'm glad I'm here right now.. kahit namimiss ko na ang pinas.. Now i'm living a completely ordinary life.. and i am so glad i'm doing it.. I'm glad I got the chance to do and learn these things. 22 na ako at ngayon ko lang ginagawa lahat to!! better late than never.:) I know when i get back things will be different again, my daily routines will be back to the way they were, the routine i got so used to all my life. Now I have experienced change, a drastic one I may say. And i adapted to that change. And it gives me a sense of fulfillment. I've done alot of things I have never done before. One major thing is being far from my family for a long time.

I'm so glad I did it.

I'm so glad I'm here.:)

I'll be back soon.

A better, experienced and still the same Princess (mom) Camille.:)

Captain Barbell's Teng and Kit Supporters..Thank you!!!

to those who have supported Captain Barbell...thank you!!:) especially to those who love Teng and Kit... me deepest thanks..:) here are some pics i got from the people who never got tired of supporting us..:) thanks again!!! kisses!!:)

More Wallpapers..:)

wallpapers made by my friends!!!

thank you guys for the time and effort you have given just to make these!!!
I LOVE IT!!:)

the truth..:)

"In this lifetime,
you cannot avoid GOSSIPS and UNKIND WORDS from other people.
I mean, whatever you do.
You will never be able to please everybody.
It is a universal precept and you cannot dodge it.
So quit trying.
Enjoy your life and let them be.
But remember:

Don't resent the fact that people keep checking on you,
besides, if YOU weren't WORTH anything...
they wouldn't BOTHER.."

love it!!
to all who are saying completely false things about me..
here's all i can say..:)
as long as i know i am not doing any harm to anyone,
i'm good.. and happy.:)
no one can ever take that away from me..:)

What Grey has done to me...(",)

Meredith Grey: Communication.
It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.

Meredith Grey: A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying.

Meredith Grey: At some point, you have to make a decision.
Boundaries don't keep other people out.
They fence you in.
Life is messy.
That's how we're made.
So, you can waste your lives drawing lines.
Or you can live your life crossing them.

"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be wit someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch, you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and deep you never want to come up for air...:)
- Alex Karev, Grey's Anatomy

Captain Barbell's Teng and Kit;)

My very first ever on screen kiss!!!:) just sharing.:) hehehe.:)

i know what you guys are thinking!

The Ultimate Question: "how did it feel?!"

uhm...
first, it was WEIRD.
coz i have never kissed a guy unless we are committed..
but then, its work.

second, i was NERVOUS.
malamang diba..:)
imagine kissing someone ng "wala lang"..

third, HAPPY.
atleast it came out nice for a first right?
did it in 2 takes while soaked in a dirty, freezing body of water.:)







Love it!
hope you likeses it too,

Just sharing this to the ones im closest.:)

Thanks to everyone supporting Captain barbell!!! there's alot more of lovin' comin for Kit and Teng!!

Keep watching!

Flying High..;)

Captain barbell brings kit to see the world.. and confesses how much he loves her.:) that she is his present and future..:) you'll love it.:)

FLYING HIGH
JEM

You can't know, oh no
You can't know
How much I think about you, no
It's making my head spin
Looking at you
And you are looking at me
And we both know what we want
Hmmm, so close to giving in

Feel so nice
Oh yeah you feel so nice
Wish I could spend the night
But I can't pay the price
Oh no, no

But I'm flying so high
High off the ground
When you're around
And I can feel your high
Rocking me inside
It's too much to hide

I know, oh yes
I know that we can't
Be together
But, I just like to dream
It's so strange
The way our paths have crossed
How we were brought together
Hmmm, it's written in the stars it seems
Feel so nice
Oh yeah you feel so nice
I'd love to spend the night
But I can't pay the price
Oh no, no

And I'm flying so high
High off the ground
When you're around
And I can feel your high
Touching me inside
And it's too much to hide

Back to earth
Where did you take me to
I know there's no such thing
As painless love
Well it'll catch us up
And we can never win
But ohhh
I feel so alive
Ohhh
Just wanna hold you
Hold you so tight

And I'm flying so high
High off the ground
When you're around
And I can feel your high
Touching me inside
And it's too much to hide
And I'm flying so high
High off the ground
When you're around

I can't live without...

These 2 people i can not imagine my life without. Gian Paula Serranilla and Katrina Veronica Raymundo. We grew up together. Known each other since grade 2. Bestfriends eversince, more than sisters now. No one can understand me better than these 2 people. They fill out the missing pieces of my life, they answer the questions unanswerable to me. We know each other so well that we finish each other's sentences. Often times we communicate non-verbally and understand what each one is trying to say. Unbelievable it is that its actually possible that one can create an extraordinary bond such as that. They are like machines that fixes me when i'm broken, i run to them to get myself fixed, and i come out whole again. fascinating is it?:) we don't get to see each other that much. But we have this certain bond that keeps us together. Like a long unbreakable string attached to each of us. One tug and we're all there. In one place. Our hearts.:)

Vanity..

It don't have to change..

Things change as we grow older... Feelings, emotions, everything about us. But there are certain things that can never be forgotten nor change. Like how we feel about someone. Maybe for others its easy to just move on and let go. As for me, its a little harder. deattaching yourself from someone who has been a part of your life for years? areyoukiddinme?!?! ofcourse its hard. But I am so trying. And so far I have. i feel like a garter. Running away from something as far as i can, and when i thought i'm far enough, a little tug from the other end and there i go flying back to where i started to run..and then i wake up.. back to reality.. the person isn't there anymore.. just me..trapped in my thoughts..and yes, feelings i used to have..still have.

Oh do you remember (ooh)
When the family was everything? (ooh)
Oh do you remember? (ooh)
It was so long ago and so much has changed (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
Wanna go back to those simple days (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
But now we've grown and gone our separate ways

(aah)
Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Do you remember (ooh)
Back at Grannie's house on Christmas Day? (ooh)
Help me sing...
Do you remember (ooh)
How we'd gather 'round and sing all day? (ooh)
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
To playing basketball and football games
I wanna go back (go back...ooh)
To yesterday but it's not the same

Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change

Times is hard (times is hard)
And things are a changin'
So I pray to God
That we can remain the same
All I'm trying to say is our love don't have to change
No it don't have to change